Strange Life
"Strange" Ito ang best word para idescribe ang buhay ko ngayon. "Stange" sa paanong paraan kamo? Hmmm dapat siguro malaman mo muna istorya ng buhay ko para mintindihan at mas maging malinaw sa inyo na babasa nito kung ano ang tinutukoy ko. Unang-una hindi Thoan ang name ko, nickname, palayaw o alias lang ang Thoan i dont see the point of letting you people know what my real name is, it seems ito yung trend dito sa community na ito. Ok now you know that I'm not the person who i've been trying to portray in this community, well, seems logical diba? Bakit hindi? Eh sa yun ang trend eh ang itago mo ang tunay na tungkol sayo. Anyway thats another topic balik tayo sa akin. Ngayon tinatanong nyo bakit “Strange”? Honestly hindi ko rin alam kung papaanong humantong sa ganito ang buhay ko. Naalala ko pa nung bata ako I used to make plans for everything, me going to school, me spending time with my friends, me doing all my homework, me walking towards the stage to get my medals, me making my family so proud, me making my siblings appreciate me more........! think naging successful ako dun sa mga plans ko. But thats just my elementary and high school life. Here comes college, I think dito ako nagkaroon ng slip as in MAJOR SLIP. Dito ko narasan how to be a LOSER, for the first time on my life I felt like an outcast, di ko masakyan trip ng mga classmates ko at ang resulta wala ang isip at puso ko sa study. Yun ang hirap pag hindi mo gusto ang ginagawa mo. Bakit hindi ko gusto? First I'm not ready for college, second i don't have a choice but to go to college. Damn! Forget about it ayoko ng maalala kung papaano maging loser hehe. So to make the LONGGGGGG story short, I finished college thank GOD! Kala ko hindi na ako makaka-alis sa impyernong lugar na yun. I did mention that I'm not ready for college right? Now the reality sets in. I need to find a job. My folks are not minding me more haha I guess hanggang dun nalang yun tapos na ang aralin now its time for to find my own money and mind my own life. Shit I'm ready for this. Nasanay ako na baby ako ng family I'm the Bunso fyi. Ok! After 3 long months of job hunting I found a job, well actually a good friend of mine found me a job hehehe, a TIP for those who dared to read this magdidikit kayo sa mga taong may lakas ng loob haha pasayahin nyo sila, bigay nyo gusto nila, unawain nyo sila because in time suklian ka nila hindi mo ma mamalayan may magandang buti yon para sayo. Now the JOB my first JOB ever I'm telling you unlike Janina San Miguel I feel major intensity 9.9999 pressure the moment I took my first step in the office. You wanna know about the office? Ok the office is small crowded full of shitty things I don't recognize what it is. Plus the fact that I don't anything about the JOB they will give to. So
my first hour had passed. My attention was called by my supervisor....
Later nalang tinatamad na ako......
